Day 106. Wait for it

   I hate waiting for it! I love Barney (from "How I met your mother" TV show) but today I was forced to wait for someone and I didn't like it. I hoped the courier would come sooner but he didn't and it was important since my prize was about to be delivered to me and I wanted to share the joy with other people who might have been waiting for me too! Ah, this chain of depending on someone! It's one of the things I hate the most. I want to be able to control my own life and when I can't do that... well, it's pretty nasty for me. 

   But as we all know it, all's well that ends well:) And so it did. And now I can really start enjoying the holiday that is about to begin and last for 3 looong weeks!:)

Day 98. Good luck vs. Fate

   Some people believe in good luck while others call it fate. Or God's hand. Which one happened today? I'd say the second:)

   Today I won 2 prizes (6 Christmas cards and a box of Kit Kat). It was all very unexpected since I had never won anything in my life:) Actually, that's why words cannot describe my utter happiness! I was extatic!!!

   When I found out about the second prize I was already thinking how lucky I got when I least expected it. If you asked me yesterday, I could have sworn I'd never win anything and then... boom. It happened. How did I get here? How did a day like this turn into a lucky day for me? Why today? 

   Then I remembered my aunt's saying: "There's no such thing as good luck. It's God sending you a message":) So I started wondering what these prizes could mean. They surely came in handy since I really need the cards for Christmas presents and something sweet always makes people happy so I decided to take it as a reward for my behavior this year and spread the joy. Today I learned that God is my personal Santa:)