Day 59. In awe

   I didn't love autumn when I was little or when I was a teenager. I didn't love autumn even 2 or 3 years ago. I couldn't see beyond. All I looked at was the downside of it. Of course we can find reasons NOT to like something if you really for it. Today when going out with my family I was AMAZED, extatic, in awe. For minutes all you could hear from me was OMG this is amazing! 

   So now I decided to embrace it. Since I've got this photoblog I grew with autumn around me and I looked more carefully at her and now I understand her and I like her. So much that I would LOVE to get married in this time of the year (the beginning of November). I know it's a high risk since it might very well rain but it's a risk I'm willing to take. Wow! I would have never believed I was going to ever say this: I LOVE autumn!<3

Day 56. Guilty angel

   It's been almost a year since it began... the treasure hunt for angels:) I've always loved them for one reason or another, be it because I believe in guardian angels or because of their special appearance and their mystical aura. 

   I've never been too much into collecting stuff though. I only remember collecting callendars but I gave up easily on that one so this decision began like a childlike game of Christmas and it still is one. Each time I find new angel decorations and I enrich my collection I get extatic just like a child... but after purchasing the angels there comes the guilt. Sometimes I think it might not be worth it since it's not a basic need. I'm human. I was raised a certain way. A way that prices the value of food and shelter. Nevertheless, inside myself there's a different part of me who screams at the top of her lungs because she wants attention. I want to listen to her too. So I allow myself to buy some angels from time to time. After a long while, today I bought some and it felt good:) 

   In the end, it's all about balance. After watching a show today and seeing how shopaholic people are, I call myself pretty healthy:) So, let the angel treasure hunt continue:) Out with the guilt:)